Jumaat yg Hening Part 2

Aq baru balik menziarah org meninggal...my friend pnye bf....sampai2 je aq da nmpk muke die yg bengkak dek tangisan yg myb tak berhenti2...ye la...sape tak sedih kan? Your loved one pergi menghadap Ilahi....bile aq tgk muke member aq tu..teringat time arwah ayah aq meninggal tak lame dlu...begitu la same nye muke mak aq....bengkak2 mate die 2 hari bru nmpk surut.

Walaupn aq tak kenal langsung sape arwah BF member aq ni..tapi aq tumpang sedih jgk la....sampai2 aq tanye soklan yg aq rase dah berpuluh2 org tnye die ari ni..."bile meninggal" "ko ok ke tak" "kebumi kt mane"....tp the one thing yg aq tak mention dan aq rase org len mention kt die adelah.."ko byk2 sabar yerk". I mean she's going through a rough time...and the last thing she need to to is held on to her feelings...

for me..it's better for her...especially today..to cry her eyes out....as much as she wants. I mean..that is what I did before. Why? Because If she let it all out today..then myb she will have the strength to get up the next morning...yg pergi dah tentu pergi kan? Kita yang hidup ni kene teruskan kehidupan. Hmm.....aq tak dapat bayangkn kalau "she" pergi dulu dari aq......sekarang pn dah ade void besar....myb void tu akan jadi black hole kot....

Dah la....until the next rumbling...ciao...

Al-Fatihah pada Arwah Ayahanda aq dan juga Arwah BF member aq......semoga roh2 mereka ditempatkn bersama roh2 org2 yg beriman....amin.