Jumaat yg Terik

It's been a while since I wrote anything...all the mind numbing assignments...all the coursework...not to mention the society's activity list! The burden keeps getting heavier...and heavier...and heavier....I'm surprised myself that I haven't freak out..(yet..) from all this storm of intellectual activities...(there you go..rambling incoherently....again...signs of freak out? erk....)

So petang jumaat ni kawasan fakulti di penuhi student2 yang nk settlekn LDK diorang....kemahiran insaniah....nxt week turn aq pulak..kot? demmit..bile aq nak balik umah ni?? Aq da home sick siott!! (padahal takde jauh mane pon...s.alam-w.maju...kecoh je lebey)

Tomorrow nk pegi kelas ganti a.k.a pikinik klas Drama aq...(yess...aq ade klas drama so what?) hohohoho...dekat sungai gabai ulu langat..dah lamo tak mandi sungai harap2 jangan la ujan....aq dah la tak pandai berenang...erk...idea ade tapi malas plak nk menulis...len kali la...nxt time nnt ade satu teori yg aq belajar dari kotak bodo yg digelar televisyen..heheheh...

Until the nxt rumblin...ciao...

Cho Si Muka Ketat (Kelakau aq tgk die ni dlm THE MENTALIST)

                                   Aq suke lagu nih...very soothing..wakakaka

Selasa yang....penuh dengan debris...

It's been a while since I wrote anything in this rumblin' section that I called my blog. Last week academic trip, this week? Trip to Hell....(well, figuratively of course) assignments after assignments....like a rain of bullets back in the Normandy Beach in D-Day...a barrage of unrelenting figurative bullets leaving the state of mind in a temporary comatose...and what the hell am I rambling aboot? It's getting worse...wahahaha.

dan aq sekali lagi memerah otak memikirkan tajuk hape aq nk submit dekat Prof ni...huuuuuuuuuu....well...last week's academic trip was a bummer...nothing to be excited about...except becoming a temporary cam whores in front of the Universal Studios globe (which did not revolve...another bummer)...overall...hmph...I had much fun in last year's trip. I don't know...maybe I love my country too much other country seems dull to my senses. wakakakaka. 

Semalam shah alam dilanda ribut yang sangat kuat. Aftermath of Japan's Tsunami? Senang citer dalam lensa anak mata aq ni penuh dengan imej2 pokok2 sebesar pemeluk tumbang, sign board yang tercabot...paling banyak debris2 dari pokok berhampiran....nightmare for the tukang sapu UiTM....pagi tadi aq tgk muke pakcik yg sapu debris tu toya je...sian pakcik...sabo je la ek...Kalau2 pakcik tu ade anak yg masih belajar, harap2 berjaya la anak die tuh....amin...

Owh..my deepest condolences to all Japanese who had been tragically suffered by the tsunami's and earthquakes...until the nxt rumblin' ciao

                                     

                  

Jumaat yg _________(fill in the blanks)

Huh....kawan baik aq penah cakap dekat aq, "Tak baik mengeluh yie.." dan aq jgk akan slalu reply, "Alah..aq bukan mengeluh..aq menghela nafas panjang je..." but this time....kalo die tanya soalan yg sama..."Ye, aq mengeluh". Itu jawapan aq...npe aq mengeluh? Sebab aq penat...penat badan..penat mulut....penat otak....penat jiwa...sume penat lah! (tp tulis blog tak penat plak) huhuhuhu.....

Minggu ni kawan baik aq dinobatkan sebagai MPP..aq sangat bangga die naik..sebab ape? Ini bukti..yg org berotak "sengal" jugak boleh memimpin..wahahaha...ramai tnye aq sampai aq malas nk jawab dah.."Ko tak bertanding ke?" dan setiap kali lah jawapan aq...."Tak le..aq baru part 3..awal lagi...huhuhu" Aq tak penah tpk pon nk bertanding jawatan yg aq rase cukup besar dalam institusi pembelajaran se-Malaysia neh. Aq tamoh jd ahli politik...nnt k.o cepat...wahahaha

Okay..serious mode.

Kita ni adalah makhluk ciptaan Yang Esa yang berasal dari spesis Homo sapiens a.k.a Manusia. perkataan Homo sapiens ni derived from Latin pnye perkataan yang bermaksud "wise man" or "knowing man". So maksudnya kite ni ( ye ye masuk aq la skali) ade lah manusia yg ada akal dan dikurniakan oleh Yang Maha Esa kebolehan untuk berfikir. Walaubagaimanapun...(penanda wacana nih! cikgu BM aq ajar aq igt lg! hohohoho) 2 tak bermakna kite ni lepas dari melakukan kesilapan..ye tak?

Bile dah buat silap..especially buat silap pada org...kite mintak maap...betol tak?

Tapi pernah tak kite pk....ape tujuan kite mintak maap pada org yang kite buat silap tu?

Adekah sebab kite ambil berat pada org yang kite buat salah tu?

Adekah sebab kite ambil berat pada pandangan org lain?

Adekah sebab kite nak hilangkn perasaan bersalah kite je?

(Notice eh..aq gune ganti diri "kite" means ape yg aq tulis ni utk aq jugak...)

Aq byk buat salah dekat org...honestly kdg2 aq tak tau pn yg aq dah buat salah..tapi kalo ade sesape yg pernah aq buat salah..dan pernah jugak aq mintak maap dkt die...believe this...aq mintak maap ikhlas sebab aq ambil berat pada org yg aq buat salah tu...Yes, I apologize to you because I DO care about you. But then..that is me personally...org lain aq tak tau la..

Susah nak tau sebenarnye..kalau org yg mintak maaf dkt kite ni...sama ada die betul2 caring pasal kite..OR die just nak lepas kan rasa BERSALAH die je. Ye lah GUILT is not the greatest feeling in the world kn? Sape yang suke rase bersalah? Kn?

So...until the nxt rumblin'...ciao!

                                                      I'm leavin'

Ahad Yg......

Once again I find myself alone.....but this time I'm in the midst of posters of people of whom I knew of...well, hats off to them for bravely showing off their faces while wondering if some other people decided to get a little bit "creative". That is one of the quality needed to be a leader...(huisy..tulis omputeh..kecoh! wahahaha)

Byk mende jadi dalam 2-3 hari nih...Meeting bajet pon dah lepas kecuali program ceramah motivasi aq...harap2 sempat la..time is of the essence...but I think the most significant event that transpired this week that had affected me entirely is......a certain "she" is playing the "game" with me...I have no idea why she keeps doing that to me...and I don't have an idea why this keeps happening to me. Hmm....seriously I feel like....like...how can I put it....I feel....feel...helpless...trapped in a bar-less cage...unable to escape...damn it!

Then people around me keep saying "bunga bukan sekuntum". Honestly....I sick of that expression...really I'm sick of it. Memang la bunga bukan sekuntum tapi quantity is definitely not the issue here okay?? It's quality...not all the "kuntum2" bunga is the same as the one "kuntum" that I want. One more thing, the "bunga bukan sekuntum" is like an insult to me. It's like telling me to my face "Dude, the girl doesn't want you and you need to have a clue aboot that you hopeless bastard" Yeah, I know when to quit okay? Mybe I am hopeless but I'am not a freakin' idiot.

Dem, I'm outta ideas...untill the next rumblin'...ciao!

                                               I'm on fiiiiirreeeeee!!!!

Jumaat yg tak berape nak hening

Hari ni hari jumaat..nak update blog? huhuhuh..dah macam habit plak...watever la...di temani "The Joker" aq..(It's my lappy's name..and YES I'm naming my laptop now. Why? because I can..huhuhuhu) bersama deruan unggas berkicauan (kicau ke?) diselangi dengan bunyi enjin mesin rumput....arrghhh..ape aq merepek nih?

Hari ni patut nye aq dah boleh masuk meeting utk approve kn budget 3 program aq yg akan datang....timing aq da setting baekk pnye..tibe2...Dato' Prof. Dr. Ir. Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar throws an audible!!! Semua staff akademik diwajibkn hadir utk konfrens ape tah...itu bermakne..kelas sume batal!! Yahoooo!! NOT!!!! 2 jgk bermakne meeting budget postponed! Nape la abg "Elvis" tu buat cenggini...huhuhuhu...tak dapek den nak nolong eh!! Bertambah hectic la hidop aq pas nih.

Besok plak berlangsungnya sukan fakulti...aq seperti biasa memasuki acara "berdiri di tepi sambil memaki hamun reff utk ketidak adilan yg bakal berlaku"..(mane ade tak adil, adil je...saje carik alasan nk jerit2..wahahaha) Kidding...tp 2morrow I will be there lah to support my colleagues sweating their ass of to win myb a hamper and RM5 worth of a medal..wahahaha. Janji aq dapat T-Shirt free..wahahahaha. Perks of being the loudest guy in the Dept. (mybe the faculty also?? hohohohoho)

N' I just saw The Green Hornet......my verdict...ok la..have a few good laughs from it..huhuhuhu

ape lagi la neh? hmm..idea pn dah lari...so...until the nxt rumblin'...ciao

Jumaat yg Hening Part 2

Aq baru balik menziarah org meninggal...my friend pnye bf....sampai2 je aq da nmpk muke die yg bengkak dek tangisan yg myb tak berhenti2...ye la...sape tak sedih kan? Your loved one pergi menghadap Ilahi....bile aq tgk muke member aq tu..teringat time arwah ayah aq meninggal tak lame dlu...begitu la same nye muke mak aq....bengkak2 mate die 2 hari bru nmpk surut.

Walaupn aq tak kenal langsung sape arwah BF member aq ni..tapi aq tumpang sedih jgk la....sampai2 aq tanye soklan yg aq rase dah berpuluh2 org tnye die ari ni..."bile meninggal" "ko ok ke tak" "kebumi kt mane"....tp the one thing yg aq tak mention dan aq rase org len mention kt die adelah.."ko byk2 sabar yerk". I mean she's going through a rough time...and the last thing she need to to is held on to her feelings...

for me..it's better for her...especially today..to cry her eyes out....as much as she wants. I mean..that is what I did before. Why? Because If she let it all out today..then myb she will have the strength to get up the next morning...yg pergi dah tentu pergi kan? Kita yang hidup ni kene teruskan kehidupan. Hmm.....aq tak dapat bayangkn kalau "she" pergi dulu dari aq......sekarang pn dah ade void besar....myb void tu akan jadi black hole kot....

Dah la....until the next rumbling...ciao...

Al-Fatihah pada Arwah Ayahanda aq dan juga Arwah BF member aq......semoga roh2 mereka ditempatkn bersama roh2 org2 yg beriman....amin.

Jumaat yg Hening

Just gotta call telling me that my friend had lost her special friend in an accident this morning...Heading to HKL...let's hope I got there in time! Ciao!